Wednesday

first time i've ever actually talked to Geo in an IM! :::

HOST*ord*eo@mac.com (4:44:26 PM): wb
tHe isH in pHisH (4:44:28 PM): ty
HOST*ord*eo@mac.com (4:44:29 PM): >.o
tHe isH in pHisH (4:44:31 PM): internet went out
tHe isH in pHisH (4:44:37 PM): HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:31:45 PM): :p
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:31:45 PM): :P*
tHe isH in pHisH (4:31:46 PM): but the opposite of weird is normal
tHe isH in pHisH (4:31:57 PM): to be weird, you have to have something to measure it against
tHe isH in pHisH (4:32:09 PM): and you measure it against normal
tHe isH in pHisH (4:32:13 PM): but, there cannot be a normal
tHe isH in pHisH (4:32:16 PM): because what is normal?

tHe isH in pHisH (4:44:41 PM): normal is a standard or average of something... and the average of something is made up of different things, not just the same thing... they are all different, and you can't conform them to just one thing... they have to be what they are
tHe isH in pHisH (4:44:43 PM): ta-daaaa
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:45:39 PM): o.o You define it to be a sense of something i said.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:45:54 PM): When i say you're weird...Is when you do something strange or something i think it is out of the ordinary
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:03 PM): what is the ordinary to you?
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:15 PM): because the ordinary to me might be weird to you :P
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:46:16 PM): o.o you keep adding things to it.
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:32 PM): adding things like questions?
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:40 PM): lol
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:46:42 PM): I wonder who sits on theyre computer and argue's reality with people online.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:46:43 PM): <_<
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:49 PM): me!
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:50 PM): lol
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:57 PM): of course, you don't LIVE in the computer
tHe isH in pHisH (4:46:59 PM): you live your own life
tHe isH in pHisH (4:47:03 PM): in the "real" world
tHe isH in pHisH (4:47:17 PM): and you can apply these thoughts - if you so desire, which i doubt you do - to your surroundings
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:47:43 PM): o.o...
tHe isH in pHisH (4:47:48 PM): besides, i didn't sit on my computer and think of all this... define 'normal' is like my motto or life quote or whatever
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:47:50 PM): I Didnt bring anything you're telling me right now
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:48:00 PM): I didnt bring up*
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:02 PM): although i should change it
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:07 PM): actually, you called me weird
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:10 PM): and that triggered it
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:10 PM): lol
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:26 PM): i always say define 'normal' when people call me weird ^^
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:48:32 PM): I alredy said why i called you weird.
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:32 PM): and they're like... uhm... ok...
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:52 PM): and most people can't think of a definition and they're like... yeah ok i give up
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:48:59 PM): Theres no Reason for you to endulge me with other things besides the point given
tHe isH in pHisH (4:48:59 PM): so yeah :x
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:48:59 PM): <_,
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:49:01 PM): <_<*
tHe isH in pHisH (4:49:08 PM): hey, i'm a girl
tHe isH in pHisH (4:49:11 PM): i'm a talker
tHe isH in pHisH (4:49:14 PM): i have things to talk about
tHe isH in pHisH (4:49:15 PM): lol
tHe isH in pHisH (4:49:20 PM): i ramble on a lot too :D
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:49:25 PM): There is no definition for Normal....Why do you ask...If you already know the answer?
tHe isH in pHisH (4:49:51 PM): to see if they know it
tHe isH in pHisH (4:50:04 PM): most of which don't
tHe isH in pHisH (4:50:16 PM): and there is an actualy definition for normal, just no real example
tHe isH in pHisH (4:50:29 PM): like i said, i gotta change the define 'normal' thing
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:51:51 PM): You see what you believe....You want to see...What you want to see...If you dont want to see it..you wouldnt look.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:52:10 PM): You Create what you want to create..You do anything you want to do..But what you never can do..Is define what you're doing.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:52:27 PM): You could define it in words..But you'll never understand what you're doing..until you actually look..without talking.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:52:29 PM): :P
tHe isH in pHisH (4:53:03 PM): does that mean you want me to shut up? lol
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:53:16 PM): No...That means...Before you ask the meaning of normal..Look more into it..
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:53:31 PM): Because when the definition comes around you wont know what to say...
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:53:36 PM): Unless you know the definition.
tHe isH in pHisH (4:53:40 PM): i know the definition
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:53:42 PM): Not of words...But of sight.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:53:55 PM): You know the definition of words....But do you know the definition of life?
tHe isH in pHisH (4:53:58 PM): how can you define normal according to sight??
tHe isH in pHisH (4:54:18 PM): it's always different in other places! one thing cannot be normal because everyone has a different view on what normal is
tHe isH in pHisH (4:54:42 PM): definition of life... that's also different
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:54:47 PM): When you ask the definition of normal..you're practically asking the meaning of life...Becouse People are diffrent..So they have diffrent views.
tHe isH in pHisH (4:54:51 PM): to me, life is living
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:54:54 PM): There is no definition for the meaning of..Normal.
tHe isH in pHisH (4:55:00 PM): exactly
tHe isH in pHisH (4:55:08 PM): that's my point
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:55:23 PM): Human Language has proposed.."Weird" as Something pertaining to unatural...
tHe isH in pHisH (4:55:48 PM): so i'm unnatural? lol
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:55:54 PM): Basically.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:55:55 PM): :P
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:55:59 PM): Lol im kidding.
tHe isH in pHisH (4:56:00 PM): yay!
tHe isH in pHisH (4:56:01 PM): lol
tHe isH in pHisH (4:56:04 PM): aww durn
tHe isH in pHisH (4:56:07 PM): i wanted to be *special*
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:56:13 PM): Define special.
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (4:56:15 PM): >P

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jess @ 9/03/2003 05:15:00 PM

Tuesday

Staind - So Far Away

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before

Somebody shake me
Cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here
So far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
All the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing okay
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here
So far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
All the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

I’m so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

Now that we're here
So far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
All the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

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tHe isH in pHisH (5:34:05 PM): hey virginly
tHe isH in pHisH (5:34:07 PM): ;]
tHe isH in pHisH (5:34:11 PM): :o
tHe isH in pHisH (5:34:13 PM): he no reply!
tHe isH in pHisH (5:34:14 PM): :[
het*ros*xually (5:34:18 PM): he hates you
Virginly (5:34:20 PM): dont be hatin jigga!
het*ros*xually (5:34:23 PM): im not you are

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Ae*lit* (5:47:21 PM): [puts up big neon sign saying FREE SEX]
tHe isH in pHisH (5:47:46 PM): *scribbles in GAY between FREE and SEX*

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HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:10:33 PM): I WANT SOME
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:10:38 PM): I WANT SOME OF THIS
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:10:45 PM): IF YOU DONT GET ANY..THAT MEANS I GET TO HAVE SOME
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:11:17 PM): Grrr
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:11:43 PM): GIMME
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:11:44 PM): GIMME
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:11:56 PM): GIMME GIMME GIMME
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:11:58 PM): BNOW
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:11:59 PM): NOW
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:12:00 PM): NOW NOW NOW

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tHe isH in pHisH (6:10:41 PM): *pet neice*
tHe isH in pHisH (6:10:44 PM): good girrrrrl
HOST *ord*eo@mac.com (6:10:53 PM): <_< -Pets cousin- Good boy

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tHe isH in pHisH (6:16:46 PM): virginly, eat a nut
Virginly (6:16:46 PM): im not a squirrel

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villa*evidiot* (6:19:36 PM): virginly, eat a nut
Virginly (6:19:39 PM): make me

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tHe isH in pHisH (6:25:23 PM): mallery, how old are you?
Virginly (6:25:24 PM): old enough :-tHe isH in pHisH (6:25:30 PM): not you, virg
Virginly (6:25:32 PM): o sorry :-[
jess @ 9/02/2003 06:16:00 PM

Sunday

excerpts from conversations today :::

SmeLL mY FoRHeaD (3:29:36 PM): you were standing in front of me and then you slightly moved to the right and i saw babb and i threw it and you moved back to the left again!
SmeLL mY FoRHeaD (3:30:03 PM): unless, of course, you intentionally wanted to get hit and feel special because you got pegged by an almond candy thrown by me
BC*ason91* (3:30:26 PM): heh
BC*ason91* (3:30:30 PM): yeahh...that was it
BC*ason91* (3:30:36 PM): i wanted to take the shot!
BC*ason91* (3:30:40 PM): to save babb!

BC*ason91* (3:31:36 PM): we are pretty hardcore dancers

SmeLL mY FoRHeaD (3:37:07 PM): i like barbeques
SmeLL mY FoRHeaD (3:37:11 PM): they smell good
BC*ason91* (3:37:21 PM): so does ur forehead

SmeLL mY FoRHeaD (3:42:20 PM): can you lick your elbow?
BC*ason91* (3:42:31 PM): actually yes
BC*ason91* (3:42:35 PM): i found that out last night
BC*ason91* (3:42:49 PM): maybe that's why i'm in the hospital bed at the moment

LiLGhEtTo*CuTi* (3:41:40 PM): so how areu feeling now? being in the hospital now and all
BC*ason91* (3:41:44 PM): gah
BC*ason91* (3:41:47 PM): how'd u know!
LiLGhEtTo*CuTi* (3:41:51 PM): um um um um
BC*ason91* (3:41:51 PM): grrr
LiLGhEtTo*CuTi* (3:41:56 PM): god told me!
BC*ason91* (3:41:59 PM): oh ok
BC*ason91* (3:42:03 PM): i believe u
LiLGhEtTo*CuTi* (3:42:20 PM): :-D
BC*ason91* (3:42:27 PM): NOT!
LiLGhEtTo*CuTi* (3:42:34 PM): :-(
BC*ason91* (3:42:38 PM): ;-)
LiLGhEtTo*CuTi* (3:42:40 PM): but but but
LiLGhEtTo*CuTi*(3:42:41 PM): he did!
BC*ason91* (3:42:45 PM): ok ok

LiLGhEtToDCuTie (3:52:25 PM): go u dirty dirty gurl

-- smellmyforhead = me
-- lilghetto*cuti* = yvette
-- bc*ason91* = brian mason
-- * = replaces a character from real screenname
jess @ 8/31/2003 03:59:00 PM