JAMAICA: I'm leaving for Jamaica in... 3.5 hours!!!! ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Wish us luck and pray for our mission!
jess @ 7/17/2003 11:38:00 PM

mood: happy
moozik: burned CD

. A p p e a r a n c e .

x. Height: 5'5"
x. Hair Color: dark red
x. Skin Color: oriental light tan
x. Eyebrows: dark dark brown [look black]
x. Eye Color: brown
x. Piercings: 4; 2 in each ear lobe

. R i g h t N o w .

x. What Color Pants Are You Wearing?: camoflauge-patterned boxers
x. What Song Are You Listening To?: are you happy now - Michelle Branch
x. What Taste Is In Your Mouth?: last night's toothpaste, lip gloss, and saliva
x. What's The Weather Like?: bright and sunny
x. How Are You?: content

. D o Y o u .

x. Get Motion Sickness?: nope
x. Have A Bad Habit?: nail biting
x. Get Along With Your Parents?: dad - yes ;; mom - half the time
x. Like To Drive?: yeah, but i really should get my permit soon lol

. F a v o r i t e s .

x. Tv Show: Simpsons!
x. Shampoo: Suave
x. Conditioner: Suave
x. Book: Holes by Louis Sachar
x. Magazine: n//a
x. Non-Alcoholic Drink: mountain dew, root beer, and vanilla coke [in that order]
x. Thing To Do On The Weekend: sleep
x. Band Or Group: the bands on my CDs
x. HangOut: friends' houses
x. Feeling: hyper
x. Dog Breed: pekingnese//shih-tzu [Sable! :D]

. H a v e Y o u .

x. Broken The Law: yeah :-/
x. Ran Away From Home: nope
x. Stayed Up Until Four On The Phone: if by "phone" you mean "AIM" then yes
x. Snuck Out Of The House: no reason to
x. Gone Skinny Dipping: haven't had the chande ;P
x. Made A Prank Phone Call: yeah, they sucked at it
x. Ever Tipped Over A Porta Potty: hmm... that's a purdeeh good idea...
x. Used Your Parent's Credit Card: nope
x. Skipped School: nope
x. Fell Asleep In The Tub: yeah
x. Been In A School Play: yup
x. Cried In Public: yesh
x. Let A Friend Cry On Your Shoulder: yep

. L o v e .

x. Boyfriend: yes, Blade
x. Girlfriend: or not
x. Children: maybe sometime further... much further... into the future
x. Current Crush: n//a
x. Been In Love: mhmm
x. Had A Hard Time Getting Over Someone: yeap
x. Too Shy: pshh no haha i have the talent of just going up to some random person, meeting them, and scaring them within 5 minutes
x. Been Hurt: yeup
x. Ever Said 'I Love You' And Meant It: yes
x. Your Greatest Regret: n//a
x. Who Was Your First Boyfriend: Ryan King... wait, does 2nd grade count?
x. Gone Out With Someone You Only Knew For Three Days: nope

. R a n d o m .

x. Do You Have A Job: not at the moment
x. Your Cd Player Has What In It Right Now: burned CD [it's playing Train right now though]
x. If You Were A Crayon, What Color Would You Be: dark red
x. What Makes You Happy: being with the one i love ;; anything with caffeine
x. What's The Next Cd You Wanna Get: a burned one lol
x. Who Do You Consider Your True Friends: Blade, Yvette, Morgan, Mandi, Nicole, Jessica, Michelle, people like that [lots more girls than guys lol]
x. What Do You Like To Do: sleep, eat, and stuff [not my bra]
x. How Do You Want To Die: happy, painless, fast, feeling accomplished with my life

. W h e n/ W h a t W a s T h e La s t T i m e Y o u . . .

x. You Cried: when i was at tasha's house [2 days ago, i think?]
x. Got A Real Letter: if by "real" you mean a "fake contest entery from" letter, then it was 3 days ago
x. You Got E-mail: this afternoon
x. Thing You Purchased: supplies for Jamaica
x. Show You Watched: Simpsons!
x. Movie You Saw At The Theatre: probably XMEN-2

^- borrowed [lol, like i'm giving it back] from Nedia's Blog//Journal//Thinger-mabobber

jess @ 7/17/2003 01:20:00 PM


mood: out there
moozik: amazing - josh kelley

my right wrist hurts and i don't know why... probably because i've been using the mouse so much *shrugs* eh~~~

so bored and nothing to do

gotta take a shower today lol

i'll do that in a little bit

but for now, i'll try to finish up on what i want on this layout... flooble chatterbox! yes... and i gotta fix this blog entry box... the letters are all on the edge and everything... gotta figure out how to make the border like with the little link box down yonder *points at .links*

anyhoo... i want to play with silly putty... but i don't have any... i just ate a turkey sammich... it was good :D

still want to play with some silly putty... don't ask why... but i just do... it's one of those things, ya know? mmk!

i want blade to come back :[ he said "brb" but it's been 13 minutes already! lol owell

hmm... bah hum bug

i want to squeeze my moo-moo XD

if i squeeze him, he should go "moo"... or maybe "quack"... he seems to like to say "quack"... his favorite aminal is a dragon, so i guess he could be a quacking dragon! nifty nifty

i talked to mark a little last night... like, around 1130 [pm]... he was in a weird mood... kinda spacy, so yeah... i asked him if he was bathing and eating regularly... he said "Yes. Lmao." heee i like making him laugh... i knew he needed some comedic relief... or maybe just some sleep, because that works too

ok, here are 2 survey//quiz//thingers that i remembered i saved on my comptuer - don't ask about that either x;

-- 1st ::

Name: Jessica Varnum
Birthdate: April 15, 1988
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Current Location: sitting in a chair
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: natural- dark brown now- deep ruby red
Height: 5'5"
Righty or Lefty: first one
Zodiac Sign: Aries

Your heritage: South Korean // Floridian
The shoes you wore today: white sandal platforms
Your weakness: food
Your fears: losing a friend or someone without telling them goodbye
Your perfect pizza: mmm… cheese [of course]… tomato sauce…
Goal you'd like to achieve: become rich, famous, and blowing away all stereotypes about the rich and famous -or- marrying my special someone :D

Your most overused phrase on IM: XD -or- lol
Your thoughts first waking up: fooooooood
Your best physical feature: hair // eyes
Your bedtime: what's a bedtime?
Your most missed memory: my Granny
Best childhood memory: being skinny

Pepsi or Coke: vanilla coke!
Single or group dates: I don't do dates
Adidas or Nike: I don't care?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton :D it doesn't have the bad after-taste
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: CAPPUCCINO!!!!!!

smoke: NEVER >:o
Cuss: uh uh *shakes head ‘no’*
Sing: yup yup
Take a shower everyday: almost
Have a crush(es): meh *shrugs*
Do you think you've been in love: yeshr // yeshm
Want to go to college: yep
Like(d) high school: it’s ok…
Want to get married: ohhhhhhhh yeeeeeeeeeeeah ;] lol
Believe in yourself: of course! I’m one confident mama haha
Get motion sickness: I did once… but I didn’t actually puke
Think you're attractive: sometimes, when I actually look nice and all
Think you're a health freak: pshh no junk food is life!
Get along with your parents: depends on what you mean by “get along”…
Like thunderstorms: :D <- what do you think that means?
Play an instrument: I can play all instruments! Oh, you meant play them well?

In the past month...
Drank alcohol: NEVER!
Smoked: that was answered before
Done a drug: I’m straight edge! Sheesh!
Had Sex: I’m celibate [abstinate] [virgin]
Made Out: maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe
Gone on a Date: I already answered that, too
Gone to the mall: no :[
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nopers
Eaten sushi: not in the past month
Been on stage: at church yeah but it’s not much of a stage to call it one…
Been dumped: not in the past month
Gone skating: same as previous answer
Made homemade cookies: same -^
Gone skinny dipping: in the shower [?]
Dyed your hair: yeah like 2 weeks ago :D
Stolen anything: I try to refrain my sinful human nature like that :P

Played a game that required removal of clothing: yeah last summer at amber’s house hahaha awesome spinning wheel thingy
If so, was it mixed company: yesh XD
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: stop asking me the same thing already! I’m a straight edge! A straight edge!
Been caught "doing something": rephrase that question please?
Been called a tease: once or twice
Gotten beaten up: ehhh
Shoplifted: define ‘shoplifted’
Changed whom you were to fit in: no, not that I can remember nor would I do it

Age you hope to be married: uhm… after college at the least
Numbers and Names of Children: 2 kids, maybe 3… Sya for girl, Bladen for boy
Describe your Dream Wedding: alright, I’ll do that in a few words: awesome, amazing, beautiful, gorgeous, outstanding, wonderful, etc.
How do you want to die: quickly; then perhaps cremated and thrown into the ocean so I can swim with the dolphins :P
Where you want to go to college: not a clue
What do you want to be when you grow up: noooooooooooooo idea at the moment
What country would you most like to visit: Antarctica!

In a guy... [or girl for that matter]
Best eye color: doesn’t matter
Best hair color: just as long as it fits him
Short or long hair: depends
Height: taller than me [I’m barely 5’5’’]
Best weight: best weight? What the freak? I guess like 150 lbs?
Best articles of clothing: JOEBOXER ;]
Best first date location: together…
Best first kiss location: the lips…

Number of drugs taken illegally: I don't do drugs, either
Number of people I could trust with my life: only a handful
Number of CDs that I own: like… 6 or 7? lol
Number of piercings: 4 [double-pierced ears]
Number of tattoos: none and never will
Number of times your name has appeared in the newspaper: a few times for school things, ya know
Number of scars on my body: several random ones
Number of things in my past that I regret: quite a bit of them…

-- 2nd ::

1. Full name: Jessica Varnum
2. Nicknames: Jess, JezShicKa, watch, jessy, sissy, ishy, ish, phishy, phish, “the”, watchy, jess jess, jezz, jessers, jezzerz, ish phish
3. Eyes: brown
4. Height: 5'5"-ish
5. Hair: natural- dark brown ; now- dark red :D
6. Siblings: Justin [he's YOUNGER than me... *scowls at stupid koreans that mom meets*]
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? Yup
8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? Sure, why not
9. Birthday: April 15, 1988
10. Sign: Chinese- dragon // astrological- aries
11. Sex: female
12. Right handed or lefty: Right

ABOUT GUYS [for girls to fill out]
13. Boxers or briefs: boxerrrrrrrrrrrrrrs ;) *moo-rawr* lol
14. Long or short hair: short
15. Tall or short: tall…er than me
16. Six pack or muscular arms: 6-pak
17. Good or bad guy: good
18. Hat or No Hat: depends
19. Ears pierced or not: depends, too
20. Tan or fair: tan
21. Stubble or neatly shaved: the last one
22. Rugged or sporty: aren’t those the same? [rugged, I guess?]
23. Hottie or cutie: those are similar, too… hottie
24. Accent or not: depends as well

-- my own, personal input: why are there more questions about girls than guys? --

ABOUT GIRLS [for guys to fill out]
25. Regular underwear or thong:
26. Painted nails or not:
27. Bra or sports bra:
28. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy:
29. Dressy or casual:
30. Dark or blonde hair:
31. Long or short hair:
32. Dark or light eyes:
33. Hat or no hat:
34. Good or bad girl:
35. Fat or thin:
36. Hair up or down:
37. Jewelry or none:
38. Tall or short:
39. Curly or straight hair:
40. Pants or dress:
41. Tan or fair:
42. Freckles or none:
43. Accent or Not:
44. Shy or outgoing:

45. Chocolate or white milk: who needs therapy when you have chocolate?
46. Root beer or Dr. Pepper: barq’s root beer!
47. mud or jello-wrestling: jello is tastier than mud… less grainy too
48. sun or rain: sun if at the beach, rain if at a house
49. Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate!
50. Skiing or boarding: boarding? Never done either of those things…
51. Day or night: I work best during the nights ;) lol
52. Love or lust: I’m in love, so what do you think?
53. Silver or Gold: silver
54. Diamond or pearl: Diamonds are a girl’s best friend!
55. Sunset or sunrise: sunset… I can’t get up early enough to see a sunrise :P
56. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: not yet ;) haha
57. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: occasionally I snuggle with my raccoon- Maskot or teddy bear- Coconut
58. Have you ever broke/sprained/fractured a bone: NEVA!!!!!!!!!! :D *specialness*
59. Do you have any piercings: my ears are double-pierced
60. What's your favorite color(s): mmm… orange… green… and red…
61. What's your favorite music artist/band: Incubus, Linkin Park, Rascal Flats, Creed, uhm... yeah, that kinda stuff
62. What color pants are you wearing?: not exactly pants… they’re my yellow smiley boxers with a black background
63. What are u listening to right now?: Rascal Flats – Moving on
64. What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 9134
65. What was the last thing u ate?: fudge almond ice cream :D
66. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be?: the orange-scented green one!
67. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: Colorado? lol
68. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with?: my special person ^^
69. Do u like snow, sun or rain?: I’d like to take snow for $1000, Bob, seeing as I have never experienced it.
70. How is the weather right now?: in my room- cotent; outside- very humid, as it only is Florida
71. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: clothing style // body // face
72. Do u like Cookies?: COOKIES?!?! WHERE??!?!?!?!?!!
73. How are u today?: quite content, thank [you?] for asking
74. Your favorite drink?: mountain dew, root beer, and vanilla coke– in that order
75. How do u eat an Oreo?: in various ways, including digesting it
76. What makes you happy? Feeling happiness?
77. What's the next CD you're going to get?: creed, incubus, 12 stones, or we3kings
78.Fave music?: Christian, “punk”, “alternative”, some metal, just not hard metal
79. Favorite day of the year?: my birthday :D and Christmas
80. Are u shy to ask someone out?: not really… if I had the chance, I usually take it
81. Worst sickness you ever had?: flu-like stomachache
82. What's the stupidest thing u have ever done?: fall out of faith with God and... some other stuff...
83. Summer or winter: summer
84. Hugs or kisses: both!
85. Do u want your friends to write back?: sure, why not
86 . Who is least likely to respond?: a lazy arse person who is actually lazier than me :o IS THAT POSSIBLE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

^- yeah, those were from e-mails and stuff
jess @ 7/16/2003 12:39:00 PM

mood: *whoosh*
music: hum of the A.C.

so... tell me how y'all like my new layout :D IM me if you want: theishinphish, loudproudsouthrn, smellmyforhead, or orngecrmpopsikl... please? :-/ so bored... i want some "congrats!" or something of that sort :[

i love my blade ^____^

he's my moo-moo XD! he doesn't like being called that but owell... as you will see, i will be saying "owell" a lot, from now on...

i dunno why, but tonight i feel hyper and stuff... i feel like doing something... maybe something like sleeping? hmm... lol

went shopping for about 2 hours tonight at wal-mart with my dad... glasses prescriptions should be updated by Thursday, hopefully tomorrow... yay!!! spent like $95 tonight XD i'm a purdeeh big spender ;P

i just feel so happy ^^

and kinda energetic :-/

my goodness it's 118 [am] i really should be in bed by now lol

my dad showed me a little graphics heading he made for one of my brother's friends... he has a band so yeah... called Jingo or whatever... who cares lol i'm never going to hear their music anyways... i doubt they'll last a few years out of the garage that they're most likely practicing in... owell, maybe they will make it to the big times, although highly unlikely... *shrugs* good luck to them and their futures, wherever they may be

i spent monday night at tasha's house... she calls me a cool kid lol... she's jewish... when i told my mom that tasha's a Jew, she was like "oh my gosh! i'm scared of jewishes!" lol she thought that the Jews killed Jesus... i told her that the Romans, not the Jews, killed Jesus... lol crazay woman

mmm... i have 3 burned CDs so far woo! *happy about that*... i would tell y'all [whoever in the world reads my stupid blog thinger] but there's like 50 songs together on them so yeah... save that another time perhaps? ...or not

"And ye shall circumcise the flesh of your foreskin; and it shall be a token of the covenant betwixt me and you."

that's a verse in the Bible... somewhere in Genesis... i dunno, it was on my copy thingy for my computer so i just decided to paste that in here... mmhmm

talked to this strange character tonight... friend of lily's... he became a Wiccan... i think i scared him off... or ticked him off... something of his went off, that's all i know... probably his head... *rolls eyes* don't know what that guy was thinking when he decided to join that stupid cult... i tried to intellectually challenge him about his "faith", but he said "I do not wish to do so." sheesh! people these days... haha he thought i was just trying to bother him owell, that's just him... i'll probably hunt him down tomorrow and be his stalker or something hahahha fun fun funnnnn

what is the best feeling in the world?: in the arms of the one you love

jess @ 7/16/2003 01:35:00 AM


yay!!! party! err... or not

i finally got this layout edited like i wanted *wipes forehead* whew... what a workout ;P

i just gotta figure out how to put in the flooble chatterbox without messing it all up now lol i want to put it on the right side of the screen, so it won't feel so empty and lopsided... we'll see, we'll see...

geez, it takes me [well, it seems like] forever to edit these layouts... going back and forth, back and forth, trying to edit, re-edit, re-do, add, touch up, or do something else to another thing... it'd probably take 5 eternities for me to even make one on my own! x_X

but at least i got this done! woo!!! ^_^

*happy happy joy joy*

now... time for dinner... i can feel my stomach eating itself already #_@
jess @ 7/15/2003 07:19:00 PM

bleh... crappy new layout... not working *sniffle* :[ ... it doesn't like me... and i don't really like it ='[ owell, time to redo it! lol yay[?]!

jess @ 7/15/2003 04:15:00 PM