Monday

mood: blah // bad, just bad

music: none but i really need some to get my mind off of feeling sorry for myself


i really need to go to the beach today... but i doubt i will *sigh* its 318 dad'll be home in bout 3 hours... stupid dog keeps pawing the door she wants to come in... heh i shouldnt neglect her for too long... shes so annoying... like almost everythin today... i played cs against [and with] steve a lil today... for almost an hour... didnt even seem like 20 min when we played... i suck at it so much ha he kept gettin hs [headshot] on me... mmmmm good cheesecake brownie... i miss blade... i wonder where he is >.o he hasnt been on all day... *sigh* im so stupid... or at least thats how i feel... blah i would write stuff but i dont feel like it... its 338 and blade is finally on and im too bored and stupid and just... ugh to finish maybe i will later who knows... i feel kinda numb... i dunno... -later-


jess @ 4/21/2003 03:17:00 PM